Thought #65

Things I used to get excited about:

Food, travel, concerts, going to the beach, buying gadgets, going to the movies, getting a new record, getting a new book.

Things I get excited about now:

None.

And, stupidly, I just realized, despite my diagnostic, that this is not my entire personality, that I'm really being affected by this thing that makes everything dull. It's like having a low-contrast black and white filter on life.

I'm fine, though. I'm not doing bad. I'm just doing boring.